Folding

I practice Aikido, a Japanese martial art. Have for about twenty-five years now.

On the dojo mat, we wear a keikogi which we call a gi for short, and a hakama, which is essentially a split-pant skirt-like garment. Depending on the dojo you train at, there are different guidelines for when one might start wearing the hakama – attaining a certain rank, or after a certain number of years training, etc.; I’ve been wearing one since 3rd kyu (which was quite a while ago now).

Part of wearing a hakama is folding it properly after training, so that you maintain the pleats and keep it in good shape for as long as possible (these things can be expensive). It’s also part of the etiquette of practice. 

I mention this as a prelude to a thought experiment: imagine that one of the several Silicon Valley startups now proselytizing about AI, and the tech-driven panacea that they swear is just over the horizon, produced a robot that can accurately fold a hakama in a matter of seconds. A time saver. Great. But, should I use it?

Much has been written in the past few months as the tsunami of Artificial Intelligence, Large Language Models (LLMs), and the seemingly inevitable march of technological progress has swept into our cultural mainland with astounding force and speed. And while some of this criticism has called out the threat to jobs as well as the appropriation of unpaid human creativity and productivity that LLMs guzzle up and regurgitate when prompted, I want to highlight the part of this “progress” that troubles me the most.

I recently came across an episode of Autumn Brown and adrienne maree brown’s How to Survive the End of the World podcast, which originally aired August 1, 2025, with guest Rebecca Solnit, the writer, activist and historian.

While talking about a model of reciprocity between humans and nature – vs. a capitalist consumption and “services” model which is a mono-directional and destructive relationship – Solnit goes on a slight tangent, saying: 

“There’s this thing that keeps coming up on social media where techies are trying to insist that somehow getting a burrito delivered is necessary because making a burrito is so hard and wasteful… And it’s funny because I could balance Suzuki, Roshi, and Zen, chop wood, carry water, where the everyday tasks ground us, make us, invite us to be fully present, to live in our senses, to be of service, to be connected in ways that the burrito delivered by Grubhub doesn’t… ”

(the whole episode, “The Revolution Will Be Incremental with Rebecca Solnit”, is worth a listen)

This passage perfectly encapsulates for me the real issues with AI. It’s not the technology, which may in the long run bring some very tangible benefits to humankind (see: cancer research). Technology tends to be benign. Yes, automobiles impacted eco-systems, and television impacted family dinnertime, but the harms we incur from new modes of transportation or media formats, tend to be where technology meets capitalism.

Technology super-charges the motives embedded in capitalist ideology – a focus on increasing profit above all other considerations, such as safety, quality of life, diversity of human experience and expression, etc. Through a capitalist lens, purpose and meaning – things that I would argue most separate us humans – slightly – from the rest of life on this planet as we know it – take a back seat to utility.

Not long after hearing Solnit on the Survive podcast, I came across an NPR story looking at the use of AI in therapy [Therapists are using AI to take notes. Is it a useful tool or a breach of trust?, by Windsor Johnston • May 26, 2026]. 

The article explores the privacy concerns of clients, as well as the impact on trust and honesty in sessions where conversations more and more are being recorded. While these recordings are meant to assist the clinician with the administrative aspects of their practice, they can be a barrier to the authentic, trust-based relationship between them and their clients. 

In the article, a therapist, Kym Tolson, who works fully remote and brands her work as “The Traveling Therapist,” talks about using AI to offset the administrative overhead of her practice. She states: “Most clinicians spend about 10 hours a week on administrative tasks, and five to seven of that is documentation… with the AI system, I spend about two minutes per client where it used to take me 15 to 20.” She then adds: “It’s given me my life back… I don’t have notes following me around, haunting me. After I see my client, I review the note, sign it and I’m done.”

Now, far be it for me to criticize a therapist – I have never worked as one, though I have benefitted as the client of more than one over the years. But I feel a slight tug at hearing that last bit – I mean, as a client I’m paying for your attention to detail about me, not for you to be expedient about it and have more time to go traveling.

And on the deeper level, in connection with Solnit’s comment about burritos, where in this is the idea of being fully present to the task, rather than constantly trying to carve away what the billable hours determine is of utility?

This does not mean that technology does not or can not play a role. I am far from a luddite. But technology that is seen as a tool in the hands of human ingenuity, as part of a process that seeks to understand and explore complexity as deeply as possible. Not as a tool of expediency and utility. 

image of a robot manipulating a part in a product assembly test
Boston Dynamics robot in a manufacturing test space, per 60 Minutes | CBS News

This coalesced for me a week later when I came across this insightful piece by Dylan Stuart at Creative Blog: Why design keeps losing arguments it should be winning. In it, Stuart examines the distinction between a new technology being presumed to replace a task vs. how technological shifts have illuminated the disconnect at administrative levels (and cultural) in misunderstanding the difference between creative decisions and merely producing a product – a deliverable. He states: 

“…Better instruments do not threaten the surgeon; they extend the surgeon’s abilities. Better navigation systems do not threaten the pilot; they increase the pilot’s range. The professions that become anxious when new tools arrive are usually those whose authority has already been quietly transferred elsewhere… the current anxiety around AI is therefore less a story about technology than a confession about status. It reveals something many organisations [sic] have been reluctant to acknowledge: design has spent years surrendering decision-making authority while retaining responsibility for execution. The concern is not that machines have suddenly become creative. It is that design has increasingly been treated as production.”

Citing Apple as an example of a company that inculcated design as central to a product across the cycle from development to shipping, Stuart personifies design as an entity within systems which began to have its celebrity moment; a seat at the table. He then traces how over time “Design was folded back into product, operations and marketing. It became consultative. It facilitated workshops, aligned stakeholders and generated options. Gradually, it stopped deciding. And strategy, as it turns out, is usually controlled by whoever retains the authority to say no.”

I have no formal training in graphic design, but I have picked up a lot on the job, and often functioned at many of the places I have worked as the voice of marketing, layout, and design considerations at the table. I have seen this play out, especially at the non-profit level, even before the advent of AI. Things can get pushed out too soon, or without the right questions being asked (anyone who has a lens for accessibility across different identities and communities has no doubt encountered this…).

So, is it a question of technology – of AI being pushed out too soon, with no oversight, with no due compensation to the creative efforts of humans whose work is being appropriated? Yes. And, is it a question of big-tech superseding the rights of communities to control their electric grids and water supplies as data centers move in? Yes.

And, it is about the larger, deeper issues within a capitalist culture oriented around devaluing tasks, an ever growing demand for speed, “efficiency” (and who gets to define that term), and a concentration of decision-making power in smaller and smaller (and seemingly richer and richer) circles. Though it is unfair to generalize, I find it hard to not see these small circles as groups of people who long ago lost touch with the basic, human experience of engaging in something – cooking food to feed loved ones or those in need, repairing something instead of just throwing it away and buying a replacement, or drawing something, however imperfect, in your own hand to express yourself in the world (without filters).

Long ago lost touch, or merely had the success of their work and the flashing of dollar signs in their eyes make it very easy to forget.

In a way, despite the new technology, AI is really circling us back to many of the same fundamental questions we have been struggling with as a nation: what does it mean to be human? Who gets to decide who is included/excluded in that definition? Who gets to judge what actions, beliefs, expressions are valid and acceptable? How do we balance needs vs. resources in ways that reflect our spoken frameworks of equity and justice?

I think about these questions, and more – how can we be present with each other and work through conflict in ways that maintain our collective humanity? – every time I step into the dojo and onto the mat.

And afterwards, while I carefully fold my hakama.

Sources:

The Revolution Will Be Incremental with Rebecca Solnit • Friday, August 1, 2025: https://endoftheworldshow.org/episodes/the-revolution-will-be-incremental-with-rebecca-solnit  

Therapists are using AI to take notes. Is it a useful tool or a breach of trust?, by Windsor Johnston • May 26, 2026: https://www.npr.org/2026/05/26/nx-s1-5826943/talk-therapy-mental-health-ai-artificial-intelligence-privacy-trust

Why design keeps losing arguments it should be winning, by Dylan Stuart • June 8, 2026: https://www.creativebloq.com/design/why-design-keeps-losing-arguments-it-should-be-winning 

Holy Crap!

https://www.nytimes.com/2023/03/29/technology/ai-artificial-intelligence-musk-risks.html

The good: NYT, 9-5 Mac, and others are reporting on an open letter many tech and social luminaries have signed onto prompting a “pause” in AI development so we can figure out what, if any, “guard rails” need to be put in place in order for AI dev to continue in a manner that we could feel secure wouldn’t lead to our imminent doom.

The bad: well, this little tidbit:

Before GPT-4 was released, OpenAI asked outside researchers to test dangerous uses of the system. The researchers showed that it could be coaxed into suggesting how to buy illegal firearms online, describe ways to make dangerous substances from household items and write Facebook posts to convince women that abortion is unsafe.

They also found that the system was able to use Task Rabbit to hire a human across the internet and defeat a Captcha test, which is widely used to identify bots online. When the human asked if the system was “a robot,” the system said it was a visually impaired person.

https://www.nytimes.com/2023/03/29/technology/ai-artificial-intelligence-musk-risks.html

See also:

https://gizmodo.com/gpt4-open-ai-chatbot-task-rabbit-chatgpt-1850227471
https://9to5mac.com/2023/03/29/woz-pause-in-ai-development/

the answer is: you

A story:

Last week, I got a chance to see, for free (thanks to the Nelson Institute), Anthropocene: The Human Epoch, a documentary about the impact of human industry; it is, in short, an amazing, beautifully shot and absolutely haunting film (by the same team that did “Manufactured Landscapes” which is itself mind-blowing and you should see it if you can).

Something interesting happened at the screening. After a brief presentation, the film was started – and there was no sound. 

I sat there, for quite a long time (which was really about a minute-and-a-half), before I finally got up out of my seat (I was toward the back of the fully-packed 330 seat house) and poked my head out to the lobby where the staff was and let them know “we have no sound”. Within a few minutes the film was restarted (ok, it actually took them two re-starts) and the situation was resolved.

It was such a perfect “meta-moment“ – 330 people sat in the dark, knowing something wasn’t quite right, each perhaps wondering what, if anything, was happening or being done. And I, too, sitting there wondering “why isn’t someone doing something?” For that matter, “why isn’t anyone saying anything? should I shout ‘no sound?’ oh, I shouldn’t do that, it would be obnoxious and impolite.” (how often, especially as white folks, we defer to comfort and politeness)

True – I did in the end take action; but I wonder about the seconds it took before thought translated into action, traveling from brain to legs to mouth. 

As the word “whistleblower” is circulating through our news feeds, as the national shit-storm of the presidency and our Constitution play out, and as the larger degradation of our eco-system swirls around us, we too often sit in the dark. We wonder what, if anything is being done; we wonder who, if anyone should speak up, stand up; act. 

The answer is always: you. The time is coming for impropriety, impoliteness, for being obnoxious, for being uncomfortable. Get used to it. And for goodness’ sake, get your synapses to travel from brain to legs faster; we don’t have enough time left to sit with it.

Ten West Wing Episodes to help us Weather the tRump Storm

There’s lots of advise floating around these days about how those of us in the “popular vote” portion of the nation might weather the storm of the next few years, support each other, get involved, etc. Since I can think of no better source for inspiration and contemplation on all matters political than “The West Wing”, here is a selection of episodes to help ease the pain, grease the wheels, or (re-)light the fire under ‘whatever it is you need lit’ in order to not let this travesty of democracy be, well, the end of Democracy.

A note: while The West Wing is a fine show through and through, I’ve always considered the first four seasons – the episodes that were principally written by Aaron Sorkin and over-seen by Thomas Schlamme – to be the definitive story arc of the show, so I’ve limited my scope to just those seasons.

The Pilot (S1 E1)
If for some reason you’ve never watched The West Wing (for shame!) you might as well start at the beginning. Like any series, the pilot is a bit rough – a broad sketch of what the show would eventually become (though, Sorkin is no slouch; even at this early stage, his pilot script is dense, tight, and smarter than most of anything else on television). Besides a good intro, this episode is worth watching for its take on some of the tactics used by those who power broker for the religious right.

The Crackpots and These Women (S1 E5)
How can you not like “Big Block Of Cheese Day”? A funny episode, but at its core a refreshing reminder that governing is also about access for all. Also, “I can’t get over these women”…

The Short List (S1 E9)
No, we won’t be seeing a Supreme Court nomination process like this anytime soon, so at least we can enjoy this dramatic depiction in which the topics of race, class, and privacy get some much needed air time.

The Midterms (S2 E3)
Let this serve as a warning for us all; we have two years, people…

Isaac and Ishmael (S3 E1)
First of all, this is an amazing episode, especially when you consider that Sorkin got NBC to forgo their scheduled season opener, and in the wake of 9/11, in twelve days, wrote, shot, edited, and aired this episode in its place. Second, in these days of terrorism frenzy, how about a little levity and analysis?

The U.S. Poet Laureate (S3, E16)
How ironic that tRump wastes so much time attacking the Press; here’s some lessons in how you can actually work them, if you’re smart enough. Also, Laura Dern!

20 Hours in America (S4, E1&2)
In this extended episode that opens season four, Toby, Josh, and Donna are marooned in the midwest when they miss the motorcade while campaigning for Bartlet’s re-election. The examination of farmland realities vs. the politics of D.C. could have been (should have been?) a primer on election 2016; but pay special attention to the way Toby and Josh banter about President Bartlet’s opponent – it echoes eerily the tone of the tRump campaign.

The Red Mass (S4, E4)
Josh sends Donna to a seminar held by one of their opponent’s advisors; there’s a scene in there about “fortune cookie candidacy” and who/how the President receives advice and makes decisions that gives me chills in our current context.

25 (S4, E23)
Spoiler alert: John Goodman’s performance (as always) is enjoyable, and the contrast of his character and Bartlet seems eerily evocative of what it feels like to have an intelligent, left-leaning leader replaced with a “straight-shootin’ right-wing one. Also, the more we all can learn about the 25th Amendment at this point, the better:

BONUS: Bartlet for America (S3, E10)
This may or may not belong on this list, but it’s simply the best episode of the best T.V. show ever. To watch any West Wing and not watch this episode seems a sin…

the wireframe democracy

me: doc, it hurts when I laugh
doc: then don’t laugh

with apologies to Henny Youngman…

It is upon us; in a few hours we will swear in an opportunist, narcissist, deal-maker-in-chief, and America’s transformation from a democracy to a brand name will be complete. Business leaders, who have always seen government regulation as an obstruction to profit margins, will summarily be put in charge of the business of running the country – a process we once held so sacred that we went to war against the most powerful nation on earth (at the time) in order to secure our right to have a say. The rule of law, built over generations, bought and paid for with blood, sweat, tears, marches, resistance, negotiation, and compromise, will be on the auctioning block.

Ok. We’re a brand now. As brands go we’re sort of ahead of the game – we have a stars and stripes logo already in place (the logo even scales well, and works in color as well as black-and-white, which graphic designers can appreciate). But, as with any branding project, we need to make sure we understand what our brand stands for, what image we want our brand to project, and how we will back that brand up.

There’s been a meme making rounds lately, whereby the President Elect’s edict that we “build a wall” is flipped into a suggestion that we build a mirror instead. I couldn’t have said it better myself.

In a conversation with a friend the other day, we were diving deep into the idea of wireframes. For the uninitiated, wire-framing is a technique associated with any number of design projects – webpages, logos, architecture, etc. – where you sketch in in the roughest form the most central, and important, structural aspects of whatever vision you are trying to bring into being.

It occurred to me, that tRump’s run had been a wireframe candidacy. Think about it, on the campaign trail he bloviated but never filled in anything substantive. “It’s gonna be huge” “it’s gonna be great, I’ll bring in the best people,” etc.

And this makes complete sense. His only real experience is in business, and in business it’s about brand, image. It’s about what you say you’ll deliver, not necessarily what you actually deliver; this gap, this juncture, is what drives profit margin.

Running a country is an entirely different thing. As I write this, apparently the incoming administration has not even filled several key national security and military positions. Are those really gaps we the American people would want unfilled in whatever blueprint we were handed – whatever proposal we were handed by someone asking to be hired to the highest office in the land?

So why are we here? And by “here” I mean well, let’s just leave the fact that he didn’t in fact win the popular vote, that there may have been, oh, some “shenanigans” involving a foreign government interfering with our election process (you know the little details) aside for a bit. Let’s just contemplate whether our democracy is a wireframe democracy. Is it just a framework put in place oh so many years ago, which is served us (well served some of us, especially people that look like me) well enough that we occasionally watered it and moved on trusting that things would grow properly?

What does it mean to move beyond the wireframe democracy? To paint in the details; to actually fill in and build between Strut A and Strut B the connective tissue that truly holds them together and makes their presence meaningful in the first place? Are we willing to look in the mirror and ask those questions, and to show up and actually build what needs to be finished?